| The Beast |
[07 Nov 2009|08:17am] |
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My Mars is in Scorpio. This time of year the sun is conjucting with it in my chart, I can feel a kind of beast awakening within me. I'm having these dreams and it makes it clear what I must do. First I must reconnect with someone that there has been distance with. Second I must destroy my enemy completely. Obliterate him until there is nothing left but a shell of what used to be a man. For this I'm going to Borders and picking up Sun Tzu's "Art of War." Godspeed.
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| Mortiis |
[29 Oct 2009|01:45am] |
I am a big fan of Mortiis.
I loved his slow dungeon and dragons kind of instrumentals. I really love his newer more industrial sounding stuff.
He, along with Isahn, are what I would call one of the premiere performers in the black metal scene, although it is more with the vibe rather than the style of music.
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| complain complain |
[18 Oct 2009|01:59am] |
I think I'm stressed out.
Aside from being eager to quit my job I think the new head of the Audio Production program at Fullerton College is going to try and make it like my last fifteen plus or so units never existed.
I came to the sad realization that the previous head and my teacher is much superior to this new guy. Even though my old teacher would take ten to fifteen minutes to tell us what shitheads we were he was way better.
It sucks. My morale is down. This health care reform is a sham. The future just looks dimmer as time goes on.
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| Go Away |
[14 Oct 2009|02:18pm] |
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Dumb fat idiots please stay away from me. I don't want to be your friend.
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| Not Delusional |
[13 Oct 2009|10:26pm] |
I am not delusional about my music. I know I won't be chart climbing to the top anytime in the future.
However, it would be nice to have a small group of fans the way The Cure does.
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| Codine |
[13 Oct 2009|07:31pm] |
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The Cure - Boys Don't Cry |
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Stuck with a cold.
That girl who talks to me every now and then mentioned she had a boyfriend. He's probably a douche.
The two girls I think aren't stupid probably think I'm a weirdo or something.
On the positive side I have a bottle of codeine.
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| Rich Old White People |
[02 Sep 2009|09:09pm] |
All these stupid white old rich Republicans really piss me off. They are fucking self-righteous assholes.
I pray for an epidemic to wipe them out.
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| Piany |
[31 Aug 2009|11:16pm] |
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It's hard for me not be super intimidated by the people in my Intermediate Piano class. I want to go run back to Beginning Piano and cry to my teacher.
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| Fuck Recording II |
[24 Aug 2009|11:11pm] |
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Looks like I'm in Recording II with a bunch of douchebags again.
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| :-( |
[22 Aug 2009|11:15am] |
I want to go to DNA Lounge.
And I never want to go anywhere!
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| Orange County, why do you suck? |
[12 Aug 2009|10:44am] |
Orange County why did my life hit a brick wall when I moved to you?
Why have 90% of the people I've met out here been absolute shit?
People have nice lives outside of here. I'm pretty sure you're a huge factor in why things are stagnating.
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| A Stray Thought |
[06 Aug 2009|11:31am] |
I remember my Uncle was laughing at me one time for saying that I passed Music Theory with a B+.
I should have been like, "Oh really, is that like flunking out of a law school because you can't maintain a C, then going to a Christian Jesus Christ Mickey Mouse law school and coasting with C's, the not being able to get your license to practice because you failed the bar nine times?"
After that my B+ is starting to look mighty good.
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| Ruined |
[02 Aug 2009|01:02am] |
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I never would have said this years ago, but I am really starting to hate Tim Burton.
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| Looking Back |
[06 Jul 2009|12:42am] |
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I have known some idiots over the years. It seems I have gotten rid of all of them. It makes for a dwindling friend base but it's necessary in the growing up (and apart) process.
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| Death of a God |
[25 Jun 2009|05:06pm] |
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So this is what it feels like to lose a Michelangelo, Picasso, or an Elvis Presley.
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| No Audience |
[17 Jun 2009|10:33pm] |
Sometimes I think if I make a song who the fuck is going to listen to it? Even friends, and some that are not anymore, will not listen.
Very few people I know are truly creative. They might as well be fucking automatons.
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| oh boyie |
[16 Jun 2009|10:32pm] |
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While interacting with a lost dog I met a very cute teenage girl on a bicycle today.
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